Tammy Twinkles Post ~ Introducing myself and explaining how my fetish arose.

Hello. I am writing you this as ordered by my Princess Lisa. She is my housemate and I now serve her and in a sense all of you since she has explained many ideas for my domination, training, and humilation will come from you. My fetish started in high school when I was turned on by the dominant type of girls. I played baseball and went out with a cheerleader and the head of the Speech team. She thought it was cute to see me masturbate in her panties. I loved it and then i started borrowing panties (with or without permission) from every girl I went out with to do the same thing. Freshemen year of college while playing baseball again I met a girl I thought I loved Jamie. I opened up to her one night and told her about my fetish for panties. Jamie then began to take me through a list of things I never heard of and explaining them to me and asking if I thought they were hot. I remember they included cuckolding/cream pie, sissification, adult baby, CBT, blood stuff. I told that the cuckolding stuff, sissy and baby stuff sounded kind of hot. She then started taking me to the computer lab with her and she would have me play through different scenarios with people on yahoo chat and then later she would ask me to describe what excited me and would make me masturbate while I told her. I don't know why but I enjoyed this a lot. Jamie then took it to the next level and went shopping with me (online and in stores). Some of you might remember more of this story from my posts on cuckold place (some of which is exagerated, this is the real deal since Princess Lisa now has Jamie phone number to confirm if she feels I lie). We bought tons of panties, tights, and babydolls. I was often dressed up for her and we would have oral sex but that was it. By oral sex, I gave her oral sex, I never received it. I was also only allowed to cum in panties. For whatever reason I loved it. We then moved into an apartment with another girl and Jamie caught me jerking off in her panties. This uset her or excited her, I still can't figure it out but over the next week she received some packages in the mail. Jamie showed me a pink butt plug and a chastity tube and asked if I would wear them for her, that it would be fun. I agreed, and it was fun being teased. She put me on a masturbation schedule of 4 days a week. I would have to put the cage on the night before and the plug as we played. One day she brought home disposable diapers and said she wanted me to wear them when I masturbated so that I wouldn't stain my panties. We would do that, and she would make me suck a pacifer as well. She started seeing someone in the middle of the year and asked me if I wanted to continue what we had going. I was hurt she was seeing another guy but I was having fun so I said yes. We continued like it was, playing a few times a week. Jamie then asked me if I would like to watch her have sex with her BF. I said no, she eventually talked me into watching online. It was hot and I was locked while she did it. She would then come by later that night (or often early morning hours) and unlock me to masturbate in my diapers. This then became the norm. I was only allowed to cum after her nights out and only when she webcamed the sex.  She came home one night and asked me to try a creampie. I did not like it but for whatever reason I was excited but I told her I did not want to that again. This went on the rest of the year. She had some family issues arise and Sophomore year she transfered. She got very serious with her guy so we did not keep in touch. After these experiences my fetish grew and I started to create captions that describe fantasies that I have and have sought out Mistresses or Dommes. I have played with a few here and there online and R/T but have never had any that wanted to stick with me or vice versa. I would have phone humilation take place every now and then. I love reading about sissy babies, cuckolding, humilation, etc. (I attached a caption of one of my dreams) This is pretty much where I am at today. At this point I am feeling very lucky Princess Lisa is doing this (whatever this is) even though I am not sure if I can handle the humilation. I own the following items: a green butt plug, a pink cb-3000 chastity cage, several pairs of panties, tights, disposable diapers (depends overnights with plastic backing), a pink tutu skirt, and a pink tee. Here is a picture of me dressed up as Princess Lisa requested. In addition, thank you for helping me to be named Tammy Twinkles. I clearly deserve such a sissy and babyish name. As ordered by Princess Lisa please feel free to post whatever comments you like, no matter how degrading or personal they may be. I welcome and need your feedback. Thanks again.